Anxiety? Paranoia? What Is It That Makes Me Feel Like This?
I’m not really sure how to explain this, but i’ll give it a go.
I’m 18 but whenever i’m on my driveway outside my house and i hear a car coming along the road i get really panicky. I feel like my chest is constricting and i can’t breathe. I desperately try to get into the house to get away from it, and if someone else is there and they have the keys instead of me i’ll start getting really angry at them. Last week my mum dropped the keys as she tried to open the door and i could hear the car coming and i literally screamed at her. When she opened the door i pushed my way in, and it was only when the door was shut that i felt safe. If i can’t get into the house i’ll usually crouch behind my car on the driveway until the other car has passed, but if i can’t hide then i stand deadly still but i feel absolutely sick with terror.
It also happens at school. If i’m walking and i hear someone behind me i feel my chest tightening and i have to speed up to get away from them. So for example if i’m going to my form room (which is upstairs) and someone is behind me i’ll start to speed up, i’ll run up the stairs two at a time, if no one else is around i’ll usually run to the classroom but all the time i feel sick because i think they’re going to follow me upstairs.
Whenever i’m walking down my hallway to my room i imagine someone is coming up behind me and about to grab me even though there is a mirror at the end of the hallway which shows that there is no one there. I always think of what i could do to disarm said attacker with what i’m carrying. e.g. if i’m carrying a plate of food and some cutlery, i’ll think about how i can use them to defend myself.
When i catch the bus i always think the people at the back of the bus are talking about me. I tense up and stay like that for the entire journey. I feel really hot and my chest feels tight. This happens whenever i get on a bus and it makes me hate going places. It’s bad getting on the bus because i don’t make eye contact with anyone and i sit in the first available seat but it’s worse getting up because i’ve worked myself up into such a frenzy that i can barely move to get up.
I don’t know why this is happening and i’m too embarrassed to tell any of my friends or relatives.
Something else as well, not really related to the above. Occasionally when i’m bored i’ll play tetris in my head but sometimes i get a block which won’t stop spinning. It just spins and spins and never reaches the bottom. It’s really distracting and makes my head hurt, but i can’t think of anything BUT the block and the more i try to imagine it wasn’t spinning the worse it gets until i can’t stand it.
Thanks for reading.
Can Anybody Help Me With My Problem……..?
I need some advice …….we have taken about 50 mostly graduates from universities and
colleges on internship programme. Our specific office needed two. The problem is that
because Plett is very expensive, those from out of the town can’t get reasonably priced
rental accommodation……after much agonising I relented to the cries from one of the
interns……….she now stays at my flat…..the arrangement is that she should be out by
end of this month, but it doesn’t look that she would have got an alternative place come
end of the month …….I’m hesitant to allow her stay beyond the original agreement
On the other hand I could approach a colleague who has a spare room (he’s renting from
the employer, so there won’t be much problems to get permission to sub-let)……but now
this girl will need to buy bed, linen, pots, cutlery etc……I can help her with this…..but
my problem is that I don’t want her to believe that I don’t want her in my place……if I
can afford to assist her with these many things, why can’t I allow her – say – another
month so she can get a place and buy for herself…….I don’t want to create unnecessary
subtle tensions….what’s your advice
Asian Mother In Law Hates Me?
1st off my mother in law is pakistani according to her culture she chooses the sons wife and they live with them cooking cleaning,
My mother in law never accepted me or meet or spoke to me until 2 years into my marriage after my daughter was 4 weeks old. I tried everything i mean standing outside in the rain while my husband gave them gifts and letters from me. Even when she seen me in the street she covered her head and walked away. Also when my daughter was born she wouldnt come into my home only stand at the front door ignoring me. I would walk the baby over send her up and stand outside for ages alone because i wasnt aloud up.
Finally when her mum forced her to speak to me I went and i stood up and apologised if i had caused her hurt infront of all my new in laws i thought things would change but no ,
my babys 2 soon and things arent any better she says racist remarks to me takes over my mother role infact my baby calls her mama too! puts me down even comes to my house and cookc food even though ive cooked ! plus starts telling me where to put my cutlery,Im fed up i dont no what to do shes soo sly tells lies and back bites me to the family im trying my hardest to be nice and caring but things need to change. I believe there racist and annoyed that im not of there choose.
Yes my husband stands up for me but its makes things worse as he goes beserk and then there worser to me . Im irish and my mum came over to mine invited her and my friends up cooked loads of food when they were introduced she was sooo rude and was like i no who she is when it came to eating she said to my asian friends i dont no about you but im a rice kinda person, and when i tryed to get her to speak to my white friends she wouldnt ignoring there questions and remarked at my friends pregnancy bump that ” ur not pregnant and all ” . When i tryed to get her to talk with my mum via leaving them alone she said she had a head ache and started lying down and covering her head with her shawl but when my mum when home she got up and started ordering me around.
She trys to make me wear salwar kameez every day and says that i married into her family i must do as she says and follow her culture even if my husband disagrees with her help need advice!!!
Search For Werewolf Comics?
I am looking for all the comic acting to werewolves, especially, is where they hunted and fought with them.
It does not matter whether it is from a comic series is found only in one. So the monster hunters hunt a werewolf, ect.
Also, I am looking for a comic that I had once found, unfortunately the name escapes me.
On the cover were many dead and I think werewolves zombies? , In the second comic book came before Werewölfe, which were all killed with silver cutlery, if someone could help me I would be very grateful
What Makes Gold So Dear?… What Would Happen If Gold Lost Its Lustre? (yes, Pun)?
A yellow metal, that is, why should it rule our economy? What if everybody stopped buying and even wearing gold jewelry, besides putting an end to using gold for any other purpose, and instead aluminium becomes the most exclusive and sought after metal?
Would then the world bank and all other banks trash out gold, and start stockpiling aluminium…. while the common man (and the elite) start amassing aluminium to maintain their affluent status?………. and would the poor and needy have to do with settling down to eating from golden plates (!), while the prosperous partied with aluminium crockery and cutlery,…. and jewelry?… and would the gods and goddesses in the places of worship, be given a make-over with ‘rich aluminium’, with all the ‘lack-lustre’ gold getting dumped in the by lanes of the down-trodden? lol
Can gold ever lose its lustre……. if so, how? I look forward to ingenious deliberations from all my contacts and friends…………..
Dining Place In The Gta Or In Toronto\markham\scarbourough\a… Please Help Me!?
It’s My Grandpa’s 80th birthday and we are planning a birthday party for him.
We want a Nice hall for about 65-75 people with the food served there. Like, we don’t have to bring the food &\or Cutlery.
We also want it to be Indian food.
Please help me! Its a really speacial day for him and I want it to be good!There should be a dance floor and enough space in between the tables.
Please, Please, PLEASE HELP ME!
thanks, xoxo
Dining Place In The Gta Or In Toronto\markham\scarbourough\a… Please Help Me!?
It’s My Grandpa’s 80th birthday and we are planning a birthday party for him.
We want a Nice hall for about 65-75 people with the food served there. Like, we don’t have to bring the food &\or Cutlery.
We also want it to be Indian food.
Please help me! Its a really speacial day for him and I want it to be good!There should be a dance floor and enough space in between the tables.
Please, Please, PLEASE HELP ME!
thanks, xoxo
If Hillary Returns To The White House, Will She Bring Back The Presidential Dishes And Cutlery They Looted?
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………….(very cool conservative shirts!)
Is A Chop Stick Classed As Cutlery?
is a chop stick classed as cutlery
How Can I Get A Small Rust Spot Off A Knife?
I recieved a new set of very expensive knives as a house warming present. My fiance left the chef’s knife in the strainer wet. I came home and found a small rust spot near the blade. Is there anyway to save my knife? Please help!
